“Reshaping the Light” by Breda Joyce
Autumn is the season that embraces reflection: thoughtful persons give thanks for their harvest even as they mourn the [human] losses that befell them during the time past. In the poems she reads for Trasna, works from her newly published collection Reshaping the Light, Irish writer Breda Joyce voices the depth and wisdom of her autumnal vision. She speaks lovingly of the sorrow that often goes unknown: in “Lucia” the loss of the daughter who died “without having taken one breath”; and she acknowledges the pain of the mother whose hospitalized son is isolated. She touchingly relives her experience of the shell-shocked veteran whose hold on the world was marginal. In an insightful view, she describes the funeral of her father whose “polished shoes” led his procession out of the church. (J. Judge)
“Lucia” as read by Breda Joyce
When clocks go back, I think of you where darkness sits,
where apples quickly rot and are ripe with death
and fall on barren land in a silent earth.
Your name’s before me when the candle’s lit.
I never imagined someone so small, so intimate,
would bleed out without having taken one breath.
I was Demeter pleading with Hades to rebirth
the dreams I had for you in your Moses basket.
In November along the gable wall colour crawls
and tendrils weave a tapestry of tangerine.
You glide, and fallen leaves become your wings.
We planted a tree to remember you that Fall,
named it Liquidambar. It would grow in the spaces between
your sisters, measuring their years in the circles of your rings.
“Visiting Rights” as read by Breda Joyce
for my mother
I saw the tears in her eyes when she asked the nurse
about her little boy and I squeezed my mother’s fingers
in the ward with the bad smell.
My brother stood red cheeked and crying in the corner,
hands raised above the gate of his cot.
My mother took an orange from a brown paper bag,
held its coolness against his raging cheek,
then peeled the hissing skin and sprayed
the air with a citrus mist.
She offered him a segment and my brother
squeezed its sweetness between his tiny teeth.
When visiting time was up, my mother unclasped
sticky arms from around her neck, laid down
her little boy among the oranges and from his cot
he threw each one out between the bars.
Now it is my mother who stands in isolation inside a gate,
and from her doorstep looks out across a vacant space.
My brother leans across to place a bag of oranges
on the other side.
“The Major” as read by Breda Joyce
Major Livingston, his name,
a man who battled demons from the trenches
of our small western town. As children
we fell in behind him, foot soldiers
who sniggered at his muttered commands.
The Major searched the sky for shrapnel,
right hand raised to shield his eyes
against what might come.
We imitated his salute and stalked him
along razor wired ditches to the Demesne.
Here he gave orders to prepare,
to be ready to breach enemy lines.
We saw spitfires and fighter planes
on the horizon behind Knockma,
ducked down to save our lives.
My father told us he had shell-shock,
but we did not understand. When he asked
for The London Times in our grocery shop –
a special daily order for the Major –
he intoned our enemy’s vowels.
For Sunday Mass, he dressed well:
tweed jacket, Crombie coat and trilby hat.
But when the priest droned on too long,
the Major’s command reached the altar:
wrap it up now, wrap it up, wrap it up…
Later, I saw him on the bridge below our town,
tweed jacket flapping, trilby askew.
Almost did not recognise him. He raised
his large white handkerchief, heaving and sighing.
And it was then I knew.
“Funeral Shoes” as read by Breda Joyce
Saturday nights, my father rolled up
his white shirt sleeves, laid out an old newspaper,
a tin of Kiwi shoe polish and two soft brushes.
I’d hand him the smaller one to dab against the wax,
inhale the scent of carnauba,
then present him with the polishing brush
and watch his bulging veins buff up a shine
from matt to sheen to mirrored black.
Lots of elbow grease, he’d wink at me
and polish briskly in both directions.
His funeral shoes, my father called them,
always ready by the front door.
You never know when you might have to go
and pay your respects. We never know who’s next.
When he died, I was still young.
His brother in sandals, home from the missions
needed shoes to officiate my father’s funeral mass.
As he blessed the coffin, wafts of melting wax
brought me back to being my father’s acolyte.
I watched his own shoes lead his coffin
out the front door of the church, knew
they were taking him where he had to go.
Breda Joyce grew up in Co. Galway and taught at second-level in Kenya and in Cahir, Co. Tipperary. On retiring from teaching, Breda studied creative writing in UCC where she won her first poetry prize and graduated with an MA in 2020. Her work has been twice shortlisted for the Anthony Cronin and the Over the Edge Awards, for the Fish Lockdown prize 2020, the Francis Ledwidge award 2021 and the Desmond O’ Grady prize 2021. Her short collections have been highly commended in the Fool for Poetry Chapbook competition 2019 and 2020. Her poetry appears in various publications, anthologies and literary journals, the most recent being Poems for Pandemia and The Best New British and Irish Poets Anthology 2019-2021. ‘Reshaping the Light’ published by Chaffinch Press is her first poetry collection and can be purchased through the following outlets: Chaffinch Press; Breda Joyce; Tudor Artisan Hub, Carrick-on-Suir; Charlie Byrne’s Galway; The Book Centre, Waterford.
2 Responses to “Reshaping the Light” by Breda Joyce
Beautiful lines, Brida. Your reading of them gives them even greater resonance.
Such simplicity Breda yet so poignant; reflecting the love between you and your Dad .
Enjoyed listening to the Queen of Cahir this morning on Sunday Miscellany.
I will hopefully be getting my copy of “Reshaping the Light “ at Tudor Artisan Hub here in Carrick tomorrow.😊